Well...I'm Meteora. That's not my real name, but it's my favorite CD, and it's by Linkin Park. I'm obsessed with this album, because every song on it has meaning and sounds great. That's the happy side of me I guess. This past week has been horrible in terms of girls. Where should I start? Last year, I was told that my old school would be turning back into an elementary school sending all of us to another school for 8th grade. On the first day of school. I met this girl named Taylor. She was really sweet, and we became friends fast. As the school year went on, we talked here and there becoming friends and nothing more. About a week ago, I started to her more than friendly feelings for her, and I wanted to ask her out. The only problem is I was way too shy. I told a few of my friends and they gave me some advice. One of my friends overheard me and he comes into play later on. It was last Thursday and I told my friends I was going to ask her out next Friday. Knowing them, I was given two options: Ask her out at lunch, or we ask her out for you at recess. So lunch time came, and my heart was racing and I was really nervous. Throughout lunch, I heard "RYAN!" about ten times. Then my friend Sam (Who won douche of the week this week) said hey, at recess I'll pull her over and you can ask her out alone. It sounded good, but when she went up to throw her lunch away, all I heard was "TAYLOR! Ryan wants to go out with you!" Now there's about 50 people staring at me, and she's all confused. So that went completely wrong and I was pissed off at a high level to my friend (Not Sam). In English class, we had to finish up a movie, and I wrote her a note basically explaining what I've just typed. She said being friends would be better, if ok with me, sorry they did that to you, I can't see us anymore than friends, etc. That was when we texted for 2 hours later that day. So Friday comes and I didn't talk to her because I thought it would be weird. Now this is where some complete bullshit starts. (Once again, sorry for the language, I'm really pissed off!) Sam (Douche of the week) tells me he was texting her when I was texting her. Telling her oh yeah, touch decision, cool kid, etc. He tells me that if she said I don't know, he could of made that a yes...BULLSHIT! At lunch he tells me he's dancing with her at this end of the year dance. THEN her friends come over and say she said yes to taking her to the dance as a date. Although it was a joke, he was smiling, and so excited while I'm looking at him whispering "You son of a fucking bitch!" And there's more but I don't feel like typing the same story 500 times in 24 hours...
...Moving on...
...I'm 14 years old. Over 200 pounds, and a few inches from 6 feet. I want to lose weight so I cn be more than the friend. Any help?