He's my cousin's friend and I've only met him a few times, but every time I do I cannot help but just be tickled pink by him. He's a bad boy, kind of (has a motorcycle, plays guitar, is tattooed) but he's also the sweetest, most gentlemanly guy I've ever met. Plus, it doesn't help that he's completely smoking hot and adorable at the same time.

Everytime I think about him, I get butterflies in my stomach and I feel like crying and throwing up at the same time. It's been particularly bad lately - I can't seem to get him out of my head and so I'm walking around feeling anxious about nothing. I hate it - I can't eat, I can't sleep and I cannot get rid of this feeling that I have butterflies in my stomach.

WTF? Is this love? Because it hurts a lot.

I know we'd make a great couple if we were to get the chance - we have so many things in common, we're pretty much the same person.

But I'm so inexperienced - I've never even had a real boyfriend (except for one for like 2 weeks in junior high) and I'm still a virgin. He had a very serious girlfriend in college and, being a hot 25 year old bartender in a band with groupies (although he runs a construction company by day) I would bet everything I have that he's not exactly chaste. Which isn't a problem, so long as he's not STD-riddled - but it's just intimidating.

I don't know what to do. I've met this guy like 5 times, but I am completely, head over heels. Or maybe I'm just infatuated.

I don't stand a chance and I know it, but the idea that I can never be with him makes me want to throw myself off a bridge.

How can I get over this?