look, what most likely happened is the first couple of times didnt work properly and then that third time you did it right or something clicked, ask most people they will tell you if they remember clearly that their first couple of times were 'off' compared to what they now know as being high, and that first really high time is really a doozy in fact we're all chasing that high whether we know it or not
2 proper hits of some premium chron could definitely make a first-timer uncomfortable, what with the paranoia and the loss of acute sensation meaning you don't know if you are drooling or if youpissed your pants, seriously the first time i got really high (off of 3 hits incidentally) i was at a cafe in nimbin and i wasnt to keen on standing up cos i thought i spilled a drink and it was all over me or something and everyone would think i pissed my pants, maybe i did? i couldnt tell at that point. and i enjoyed maybe ten minutes of it, one when nobody was bothering me and the cafe had this light and spacey ambient track on and it was the best, thats why i continued, and then once walking through a place and i was freaked out and amazed at how the rooms joined together, like the bacl door of one shop linked to the side door of another or something y'knon. anyway the rest of it i was dozing off or awaiting the seemingly inevitable humiliation/injury. but i recognised one really good quality of it, the music, and so i kept at it and the paranoia went away or stopped becoming an issue, and the lack of acute physical sensation stopped.

i'm not trying to say you should definitely smoke here, but i think you might not have the experience to know fully the effects of how it feels, think like hetero sex the first few times are normally a write-off, unless the girl has for some reason inserted similar-sized objects into her vagina prior to the encounter, she is probably going to be in discomfort when he enters her vagina right? and yet people dont go "ohhh nooo, sex isnt for me, i have tried it and it just doesnt feel good" i mean can you imagine? and yet that is exactly what you are doing here.

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