ive been throwing up only my dinner, since march.
every night, in the shower.
i eat breakfast, a pieve of toast, green tea and then coffee.
and occasionally ill take something for lunch. but lunch makes me feel full and gross. and if im home alone, ill throw up anything i eat.

does anybody else do this? throwing up just dinner, i mean?
im happy to talk to anyone.
i cant tell anyone and ive had glandular fever and get really tired and sad heaps lately too, so i just blame everything on that.
noones caught on. i hope.

and i dont even know why i do this. can someone please, just talk and tell me and yeah. so so confuse.

The actions that you are taking place in on a daily basis like this are completely unhealthy to your body and mind...as I'm sure you already know. Not only though can it be unhealthy, but it can be completely damaging and could one day become life threatening for you.

I think that one of the things that you should try to do is to become comfortable with yourself just the way that you are. You have to see that you are always going to be the same person on the inside, no matter what you look like on the exterior. You should just really try to be happy with the things that you have been blessed with. Maybe you should make a list containing the good attributes you have, and then add to that list on a daily basis.  

I have never suffered from bulimia, but I have however gone through anorexia. I'm telling you that so you know that if you ever need to talk about anything, I am always here. Just go ahead and message me and I can support, encourage, and advise you the best that I can.

Post edited at 8:20 pm on July 26, 2008 by LostInTheClouds

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it usually means and Eating disorder
and the path that you are going down sounds like the exact same pattern that i followed in to mine...
You can message me if you want...

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