Hey.
I always say: A person can get as much help as they let themselves get.
You keep saying there's no hope, nobody there, no reasons, etc; well perhaps you need to change that mentality and start working into finding things that make your life better.
Go out, get some air, take a shower, go for a run.. Find things that make you happy. FIND THEM, don't expect life to all of a sudden change and be different. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE WHAT YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE.
Sit down and think, what kind of things can I start to do, what can give me more motivation, perspective, illusions, hope... Little by little, changes can really make it all worth it. Yes, It might not be easy but if you are willing to fight for the sake of making it better you can make it all happen.
Everything you want, EVERYTHING is at your hand. You just need to make it happen. Is it fair? No, It isn't. BUT THAT'S HOW IT IS. Go for it, take the change.. If you fall down over and over, get up and try to run.
We can't make the caos and injustice make us blind to the point of make us be part of the problem and become what we dispise. You want changes? GO MAKE THEM HAPPEN, TAKE THINGS INTO YOUR OWN HANDS.
Good Luck. My inbox is open if you feel like talking or whatever you want to do. :]
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