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i need help, but i dont want it.

Replies: 7 — Last Post June 18 3:31am by IamMelissa

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( Anonymous )

im starting to get into drugs again
and my parents know about everything ive ever done
[theyve seen me on it] and ive told them im not going to stop
but they just grounded me and said im going to rehab but they didnt do anything
I want to do them again but i dont want to ruin my life and go to rehab
why do drugs have to be so bad and so good? i wanna stop but i dont want to stop. if only i couldnt get caught ,and theyd just leave me alone and let me go crazy with what i wanted to do. then there be no problems, but thats not reality.
I wanna take it more than i dont want to.
like i dont want to but i know the second its infrotn of me and i have money ill buy it and take it. just like that, and ill be hooked again. its been 2 months. 2 long months of not taking anything, except drinkign alch and weed but thats nothing.
I dont have a problem. i can quit whenever i want. i quit for 2 months and look at me. im not addicted, I WANT. and that want is so big. it only hits me at times. so im not thinking about it 24/7.
if you were my parents and you read this, would you send me to rehab. ive been thinking about it. i want to go rehab so bad.. you dont even know. but i dont want everyone knowing me as the "kid that went to rehab for summer" =/

2:55 am on June 18, 2008

( Anonymous )

what i say is very confusing. i want to go to rehab but i dont. i want to do drugs but i dont.
i want whats good for me. but i want to enjoy life. sajkghjddfhs :(

2:57 am on June 18, 2008

KatieMD

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maybe you should go to rehab.. but if you don't want help.. why post?

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( Anonymous )

im very confused right now as you can tell. =/
i want help, but i dont wanna hear the truth.
the turht is what i need. :(

2:58 am on June 18, 2008

mousiegurl27

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Go to rehab before you kill yourself! Your parents are just trying to look out for you! Take the nice chance they're giving you!

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mousiegurl27

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And yes. U are addicted. Don't lie to urself. That's what a want is. An addiction

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IamMelissa

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you really don't make slot of sense to me. first u say u don't want rehab then u say u do....you keep contridicting ur self. plus u say u arn't addicted. honey, you wanting it as bad as u do is called addiction. you need to set ur parents down and tell them u want rehab. let them know that u want help. would you rather be known as the person who went to rehab, or the person who died in their parents bathroom over an overdose? you can keep saying u can quite anytime, but you know that u can't. so just tell ur parents u need help. my parents are drug addicts who never got help. they said they could quite anytime they wanted. but they havnt. me and my sister taken away didn't even help our parents. they are probably both smoking ice as I type this out. and they still cant admit they have a problem. so, just get some help

Post edited at 3:12 am on June 18, 2008 by IamMelissa

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IamMelissa

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if u need to talk, please feel free to pm me. ur identity will be a secret I take to my grave.

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