I'm tired of being so without energy, that at times when I'm normally full of energy...I am without it. I'm once again, not even a full day, stuck in bed. I hate this. I went ahead and took some antibiotics for my infection a mnute ago... the doctor said on the phone I need at least another week of rest....but it's so nice out during the day. I will have to be in bed all day tomorrow now...
I feel like a burden to everyone in the house. I can't even do my own shopping. I have to give someone a card and a list to pick up stuff for me...I'm so pathetic. I'm so gratfull that everyone in the house knows I have this condition and understands. but I want to do more for them, not the other way around. I want it to be like it used to, where I could clean the whole house spotless before everyone got home from work.
but even the scent from the antibacterial cleaner makes me cough like crazy(my lungs are still pretty bad).
If this were to keep me down, and I still paid rent in full and such, would the shift of chores to where I did minimal work for a month make me a bad room mate?
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