I apologize for posting about this so much, but I need someone to talk to about it. Thanks to anyone who has taken the time to talk with me so far. I'm emotionally abused by my parents. I'm not saying that at heart, my parents are not good people, but 90%, they are giving me shit.
I told my Grandmother, who is like my best friend, and she is reluctant to admit it. Of course she doesn't want to acknowledge that her daughter and her son in law may have a problem.
Here is a link to a video I took from an abuse website. This is essentially what my mom does and says, but she doesn't yell like that, and it happens everyday.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=of0C6AjnNu8&
Here is a transcript of it:
Why are you doing this shit?
(Ask me nicely.)
No you're not fucking... Give me your fucking card so I can use it. Now!!
(Ask me nicely)
Stick it up your fucking ass. I asked you nicely ten minutes ago!!! Now I'm getting real mad!!!
And I'm not gonna... (?)
I'll fucking tear this room apart and fucking find it and you'll be one sorry kid.
I don't have time! I've gotta get back to work!
You've got one second!
You fucking bastard.
I'll rip this fucking house afuckingpart.
Give me that god damn card now!
Fuck off you bastard. Fuck off!!
Get the fuck out of my house. Get out of my fucking house.
Get out. Get out. You pay the fucking bills. I can't get my ass to work, you get out and pay these fucking bills!
Fuck off. You and your little head games you little 16 year old piece of shit.
You better fucking be out of my house when I get home from work today at 11 o'clock cuz if your in here you're getting up and your getting' your fucking ass out of here.
You're in my fucking house, you'll follow my rules. You're grounded! Totally. You don't fuckin' go to work, you don't fuckin' go to...
If you are found at fucking... I'm gonna drive down there and drag your ass out of there.
Note: This is NOT my mother, but it is pretty much what she does.
My parents also threaten me. And two years ago, they gave away my cat, because I was a "rude motherfucker".
The environment is not right in my house. I feel more comfortable away from home than I do at my house. I would be very happy if I could just leave.
What do I do? I can't call social services, because I depend on my parents. The 10% of the time that they are actually being parents, they actually do things for me. Which is why I can't do anything, because they will blackmail me.
I can't call and be like "My mom and dad are really mean to me." It's not like I have visible bruises.