i no i just did this post but do i need help one of my best friends is saying i do and i did not no whether to tell my other one...ok so i do like major binge eats get all upset and discusted at myself but i cant controll it and i have to work off all the calories i dont want to eat i hate it its discusting you should see food its all greasy and fatty i cant eat it i just want to get it out of me and never hve to look at it again, its so gross i hate it, i dont want to eat i dont get hungry but if i start i get this major weird thing and i eat it so fast and shove it into my mouth im scared i dont want to get any fatter i weight 47kilos and i am 5 foot 2, i need to loose more weight i do heaps of excerise and i love to run and play sport, burn off all the calories. i get this really weird thing when i go all weird and it feels like i am getting spun around really fasst and then i had like a mini seisure one night and i am really scared, when i eat i feel like i should just throw it all back up i get so tempted i go to the bathrooms but people are always in there and i have to take one of my two best friends either time just in case i get to carried away i am so scared, i no there is nothing rong with me but its just so scary, do i need help?? if i do what should i do? my aim is to get to under 40kilos
Wait. You weigh 47 kilos and you want to get it down under 40? You have a serious eating disorder. You hardly have any weight to lose. Why do you want to lose more weight? I bet you're already underweight. You have to eat normally and stop thinking you're fat because you are not. You should stop exercising too much. I think most people don't like greasy food but your body needs fat also. As long as you don't eat junk food, fried food and drink soda, your diet is pretty much healthy!
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