ok so i do like major binge eats get all upset and discusted at myself but i cant controll it and i have to work off all the calories i dont want to eat i hate it its discusting you should see food its all greasy and fatty i cant eat it i just want to get it out of me and never hve to look at it again, its so gross i hate it, i dont want to eat i dont get hungry but if i start i get this major weird thing and i eat it so fast and shove it into my mouth im scared i dont want to get any fatter i weight 47kilos and i am 5 foot 2, i need to loose more weight i do heaps of excerise and i love to run and play sport, burn off all the calories.
i get this really weird thing when i go all weird and it feels like i am getting spun around really fasst and then i had like a mini seisure one night and i am really scared, when i eat i feel like i should just throw it all back up i get so tempted i go to the bathrooms but people are always in there and i have to take one of my two best friends either time just in case i get to carried away i am so scared, i no there is nothing rong with me but its just so scary, do i need help Post edited at 3:06 am on July 30, 2008 by Eriin136
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