k so i just wrote this in like five minutes,
so fuckk you if it sucks.
It's about my strugle with my eating disorder.
i'm not sure if you could fully understand it
unless you've gone through it.
But take a little looksyy (:
The blackouts,
lies,
and excuses.
I didn't know better back then.
I can vaguley recall the times,
that i called you my "friend."
You made me feel useless,
and like you we're the only friend i had.
but then my true friend came along,
and got me the help in the end.
Defeating you once was hard enough.
and i'm not going to deal with you again!
yeahh, idk.
just kinda spurrr of the moment thing.