Then, I began to hallucinate. I started researching mental disorders, only to find myself digging for more symptoms of each. I know this is a common issue with researching these types of things.

So, more recently, I've been pushing the symptoms from the forefront of my thoughts.
However, the hallucinations persist. Tonight, I found myself staring into the sky to see a woman dancing and the stars jumping all around her. I've seen the sky talk to me, there are monsters in my room. There was a shadow on my wall telling me I'm going to die if I fall asleep.

I'm afraid to talk to my parents. I don't want to be hospitalized. I'm starting to scare myself. People around me have also begun to notice my mental/emotional distance from them. I find myself more and more believing I am the creator of this world. Everything here is meant to keep me from being lonesome. However, knowing that, it just makes me super lonely.

I need advice in any form. I am in a pickle.
Help?

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fix the sky a little.

At the very, very, very least, you may want to consider talking to a professional. Your school counselor could be of great help in a crunch like this.

I'm sorry I couldn't be more helpful, I've never had any sort of personal experience with something like this. If you ever wanna message me, though, feel free to. I'll try my hardest to help you out.

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Life is just a test; to test how small we really are.
Life is a series of challenges that will test you -
your will; your passion.
Some tests are written - this one's live.