But now, it's really difficult, I can't find any motivation to go.
I use to love school, I'd kill to go to school on the holidays even.

Today one of my teachers kept yelling at me for no reason, she kept on telling me to stop chewing, when I wasn't, she told me to do my work, when I was, and she is looking at me the whole time, like as though she is just waiting for me to do something so she can't be mean to me.

She doesn't do it to anyone else, now she's told everyone to not sit with me because I'm a bad influence on them, but I'm not, she's just judging me on my past.

I then got in trouble from the principal for it all, and they said if I do one more thing I'll get kicked and out then I'll have no chance in life, is what they told me.

I tried telling them I didn't even do anything, but then they said I was being rude, and I have an attitude problem, but I honestly wasn't being rude, I was being mature, responsible and careful with what I was saying.

When I got home, I was trying to tell my mum what happened, and I just broke down in tears, it's completly  unfair, but they won't listen to me.

I don't want to go to school, ever, they treat me like shit.
But if I fuck up here, there's no chance of any other school accepting me.

What do I do?

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'Coz if you're not really there, then the stars don't even matter.

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school sucks get a ged

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I'm from Australia, no idea what that is.
But I'm not even old enough for a job at McDonalds, let alone drop out or anything.

And no, school doesn't have to suck, as I said, I quite enjoyed my old school.

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'Coz if you're not really there, then the stars don't even matter.

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Home schooling?
Or go on a course?

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There's no chance of that, my mum works full time, and I need school, it's a distraction too, I can't be at home the whole time, or I'll end up mentally worse then I already am.

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'Coz if you're not really there, then the stars don't even matter.

i love her she loves me but i still fell darkness inside my heart why?