I have irrational thoughts about having a kid all the time, I really would love one. See, I got raped and then I turned up being pregnant, and I ended up loving the baby entirely and I lost it at four months, so that really upset me.
And now when I see a child, I think about how cute they are, and how mine would have looked, and I always get extremely happy and sad at the same time. Like when I see my sisters baby, she's 9 months old and she is the cutest thing and I baby sit her all the time, but she's just so adorable she makes me sad because I wish that I could've had my baby that was that adorable.
Sorry, I'm just complaining.