Seriously dude... wait for college. It is one hundred percent worth it. I grew up absolutely hating myself because I was convinced I was never even going to get another guy to look at me, let alone talk to me and hell, even come to like me.
Once I got to school, I realized that there actually ARE lots of awesome, available people in the world!
Just wait. You're not going to be alone forever.
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Educators destroy your brain,
but you don't know, so why care?
Fagotto