Whatever.  I DON'T KNOW.
Anyway I just.  Am upset.  Because I feel like everyone else gets to start off with a clean slate but I've got a ton of shit I have to make up for before I even get there.
Everyone ELSE got to leave their pasts behind, but mine is fucking following me to college.

How do I make it go away :(

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MUSICIANS SMASH YOUR INSTRUMENTS
BLIND MEN take the stage

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Transfer maybe. Move on.

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This is the school I WANT to go to.
I seriously thought about going to another school, but I didn't want to go to a school I didn't like just so I could not be around like 7 people who I won't have to be around anyway.

I just don't like the idea of these people going around saying things.

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MUSICIANS SMASH YOUR INSTRUMENTS
BLIND MEN take the stage

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Quote: from musicfan3 at 12:46 pm on Aug. 30, 2008

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Transfer maybe. Move on.

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This is the school I WANT to go to.
I seriously thought about going to another school, but I didn't want to go to a school I didn't like just so I could not be around like 7 people who I won't have to be around anyway.

I just don't like the idea of these people going around saying things.

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Well just get over it. Thats why the past is the past. You made a mistake, you learned from it and now you gotta move forward. Why do the opinions of these people matter anyway?

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Somewhere weakness is our strength,
And i'll die searching for it,

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What did you do that was so bad?

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Well.  There are two sets of people who don't like me.
One set, I fucked around with this boy's head, then slept with his friend  next door while he was in the other room.  And my gay friend was mad because he had a crush on a boy I'd slept with.
So the gay friend is going to my school, as is a few good friends of the boy whose head I fucked with.

The other set, really honestly nothing.  I was just talking to this boy being a lunatic on AIM, and we'd been talking for a while, and then all of sudden I guess he just thought I was TOO crazy.
And he told his friend a lot of the things I said (out of context, of course), and then she told MY friend, and it's just a big drama mess.

And I hate drama :(

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MUSICIANS SMASH YOUR INSTRUMENTS
BLIND MEN take the stage

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Quote: from musicfan3 at 12:46 pm on Aug. 30, 2008

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Transfer maybe. Move on.

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I just don't like the idea of these people going around saying things.

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People are always going to talk no matter what you do. Its called gossip. Yes, they're probably gonna do it behind your back and yeah its low but it happens to everyone. Hopefully people will want to get to know you as a person  rather then have their opinions based on you from rumors.  

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Somewhere weakness is our strength,
And i'll die searching for it,