It hurts me to see,
that I can't be me,
I try but I disappear,
I disappear within my fears.

I run and hide,
I regret the fact that I ever lied,
I want to tell you I really do,
I just think I won't get through.

Should I try?
Should I tell you the reasons why?

Why I've cried,
why I feel like I've already died,
I should tell you why,
but when ever I try,

I always lie.

I can't tell you about my tears of pain,
there's nothing I will gain,
I will lose and you'll worry,
I want it to be over in a hurry.

My tears of pain fall,
as I build a bigger wall,
my tears of pain will over flow,
so you better watch out below.

I can't control my tears of pain,
they just keep pouring down like rain.

Never ending.
My never ending tears of pain.


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different-perspective@hotmail.com

I was crying because I have gone through a lot in these past few months, and I've been really emotional. So I've been crying a lot because when I look back on what happened, it just sort of hits me.

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different-perspective@hotmail.com

I'm not emo, I'm just expressing myself through writing.

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different-perspective@hotmail.com