1. she was my everything, i had waited so long, and she told me she loved me, but it was as if i was gone, i made a terrible lover, so it's no wonder she left me, but i cant shake her from my thoughts.. we had everything in common, and though perfection is perception, she was everything to me.. i wished her the best and she said she was sorry, but she cut me deep, two hours later she had a new love.. premeditated heartbreak? 2. so i return to my previous love and she is wonderful as a friend, i can trust her, she makes me smile and i always feel safe, but can we be more than that? i hear she likes me, but it's been some time since i've heard from her.
3. so i've waited so long and i finally break, i need love, i need someone to be there. i hardly like guys but i've got this one hanging by a thread, and i feel terrible to let him down, but i do it easy.. and he still doesnt get it.
4. i dont believe in two things, online relationships, and making a lover out of your best friend, but i can now say i have tried both. but shes sweet and shes pure, shes everything i want and more, but it cant be so simple all the time, i want to be there for her, but i will never be able to truly do that.
am i just trying to hard? do i hold my standards too high? i'm not sure what i should do..
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