been there, felt that. it always sucked. but even when I was single and had been for like, ever, I still had this idea in my head that it would be so much better for me to just wait until I found someone that I liked who liked me back that I could actually see myself kissing and holding hands and blahblahblah. just wait. it's hard, but wait. if your friends talk about their guys all the time and it starts to bug you, let them know and ask them to tone it down a bit. you'll get a boyfriend eventually. you'll have many. some of them will be awesome, some of them will suck monkey balls, some of them will just be sort of like, "well, I like you, but not as much as I thought" on both ends. just keep being yourself and don't try too hard and you'll get a guy eventually. which is often times a lot sooner than it sounds. >.o;;