i was 15 when i got my first kiss and it sucked major
we were in the back seat of my sister's car cus she was driving him home. he whispered "will you kiss me?" and i nodded and i guess he got really excited cus he rammed his face into mine, forced his tongue in my mouth before i could open it, swirled his tongue around (it felt like i had a dying fish flopping around in my mouth), he kept clashing his teeth in mine, and we were at such an odd angle that my head was forced back and my neck was hurting. not to mention his spit was an odd slimey texture
i just hope and pray that ur first kiss is not as disappointing and, frankly, as scarring as mine was. i seriously thought that i never wanted to kiss a guy again. about 2 years later, i got a bf that was a decent kisser and i felt more comfortable about kissing. me and him broke up and not too long after, i met david, who i started dating and eventually became my fiance :} he's the best kisser in the world. he kisses exactly how i always thought a kiss should be