There's something hiding in my heart/a victim near worth your while to tear apart/biding time inside my mind/your the one who refuses my kind/when you look into your own eyes/ in a mirror painted with lies/remember who i am/ is who i will always be/ill change from time to time/ but it will no longer be on a dime/ when i meet someone near pain/ ill no longer try to stop it/the pain is what makes us/ the inability to cope is what breaks us

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Somewhere around here/ there's a place i have come to love/theres a place i have come to know/ a place i know where someone is watching/ someone from above/this place is where i want to stay/ for someone to give me the time of day/i think im finding myself somewhere near your own heaven/ i asure you i have been trying/ time apart is meant for thinking of ways to forgive my soul

verse 2

Im sick of what we have all become/look into the mirror and look into those hate soaked and vengeance filled eyes/ you don't know how to love anymore/ only how to hurt/ as for all the arrests lately/ the fault is just my own/ i didnt mean to sting you all/ i only meant to offer help/ i dont know how to trust anymore so please/ dont try to hold my hand/ but when i reach for yours/ dont pull away

chorus 2

a wall built of the debri and loathing of something never really stable/ of height so much that maybe aesop didnt tell a fable/ maybe this wall is what will save me/ no more love wrong for the owner/ no more brilliant stance of favor/somewhere near your heaven/ i have the chance to redeem the fuck ups/ but some how i know you have to be lying/ because why would you want to save someone so broken

verse 3

so im not much more than beaten down/ ill piss you off just to make sure you care/ i wouldnt dare to do so before/ for fear of letting go/ ill make you hate me for fear of getting too close/ so when i refuse to say whats wrong/ sing to me a song/ let me know your there/ and that youll never leave/ someday you'll have to go/ and ill refuse to say good bye/ just look at me and wave/ turn your head when i begin to cry

Im hiding somewhere near your heaven afraid to go in alone...i need you to pull me closer and whisper in my ear...."He knows all about you...and He still brought you here."...a fact so knowing...you tell me this is true...but how can i believe it..when i can barely trust you


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You tell me to remember, it's forgetting that's the hard part.

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Thanks for wasting 10 minutes of my life u dick weed

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You didn't have to read it. I sure as hell didn't.

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"Under the hardness of her facade a woman's heart is still beating."

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