alright so me and this guy will...we just never really got along. i always thought he was a jerk, i thought he was very annoying, and i just preferred not to talk to him. and he made it known that he didn't like me either.

but at the beginning of this school year (back in september), i started liking this girl allison that i know he talked to, and i think he liked her too, though i'm not entirely sure.

anyways, so allison and i would talk a lot, and she would mention will every once in awhile, and she would go on and say he was weird and creepy and that he was annoying, blah blah blah and make fun of him. i would just kinda agree and say "yea whatever, will's gay".

anyways, i guess allison told will that i said he was gay and annoying, and one day when i'm in the school library he just brings it up and calls me out on it. i just kinda blew it off, like whatever u know, and he was making fun of how i made out with a freshman the year before, blah blah blah. i didn't really care.

about a week later, i got a haircut that i absolutely hated. it didn't look bad, but i just didn't like it and i felt pretty uncomfortable about it.

at the homecoming football game, allison came and sat next to me and but she was acting weird and after a few minutes she went to the bottom row and sat with some other people. i was like okay why was she acting weird..

that monday, i go to the spot where me and my friends hang out and will is there...i'm like wtf...and he tells everyone and all my friends that allison said i was"BUTT UGLY!!!" because of my new haircut. and he went on again about how i made out with a freshman during junior year, and then he just walked away.

i was pissed and i called allison saying what the hell, why would u say that, blah blah blah and she just denied it. so she went to will asking him what the hell was up with that and will said he needed to "put me in my place". i thought that was extremely retarded and pathetic of him because he had to make up a lie and bring up shit from the year before to put me in my place. how pathetic.

anyways, months went by and me and allison just kinda stopped talking after awhile.

i was in a class about community service because it was required of course and they were going over nhow to act and stuff. will was in my class and he was sitting in the row next to me a few seats down. when the lady said "DON't give your number out to little kids" and then will started cracking jokes about how i made out with a little girl, and he kept going on about it through the whole class. he wasn't saying these things loudly but it was audible. i ignored them, pretending i didn't hear it.

anyways, we got handed the list for the upcoming kairos, which is a mandatory 4 day retreat for all seniors. it really is an amazing experience and everyone says it changes you. people make up on these things, people become friends, and overall become better people. i had already gone on it and loved it. anyways, i saw will's name on the list. there is a chance for people to write letters to those who were going on the retreat and they get to read them there. i had gotten letters from people who i thought hated me, and we ended up repairing our friendships. same with a lot of people. so i took the oppurtunity to write one to will because i didn't want to have any enemies when i left high school.

so i wrote him one saying that i was sorry for all the drama that happened, and if you got offended at all. it was a big mess and i hope we can get past it. and i told him to have a great time on retreat.

anhyways, so they got back...and when will saw me he ignored me. and he ignored me for the rest of the year...

was that immature? did i deserve it? was i the bigger person? blah.