I know this can be an extremely hard situation for you right now.  No one deserves the treatment that you've received from this guy.  I know you don't feel too good right now and are really upset about this situation.  Please don't think of suicide - it's not going to solve any of your problems.  I know that everything seems really bad right now, but you can't give up.  You have to understand that suicide is not the answer.  You are a much stronger person to result to that.  Just remember that you can get through this.  

It must be so hard to go through what you're going through right now but you have to stay strong.  Try talking to some close friends about what happened.  Talking to people that you trust helps make these kids of situations a lot easier.  Remember, there are many people who care about you and want to help you.  What happen is truly tragic but don't let it keep you down.  Spend some time with friends and family members to help get your mind off of this - even if it may be extremely difficult to do.

If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here.  Feel free to message me any time.

Good luck and keep your chin up.

~ Sabrina

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You're like a bullet to my brain, I'm numb, can't kill my fun.
If you're good and done then thank you just the same.
I don't owe you anything.