I know you're going through a rough time right now, but please don't give up on finding happiness. If you do, you really will lose it. There is definitely still hope for you. Are you currently on medications, or seeing a doctor? If you are and it isn't helping any, I recommend talking to your doctor about possibly changing your dosage or getting on a new treatment plan. Just because one medication doesn't work doesn't mean none ever will for you.
If you haven't gotten to a doctor yet, you can't really count out the possibility of medication working for you. I recommend you talk to someone about how you're feeling and thinking. A doctor, therapist or even school counselor can get you to the right place to work this stuff out. I know it's intimidating admitting that you need help, but it really is worth it when your happiness is at stake.
I'm just concerned because you seem like you're really hopeless at this point. I really hope you aren't thinking of doing something to hurt yourself. I know things are rough right now and it may be hard to imagine being happy, but don't give up hope yet. You're young and still have a lot to live for. Hurting yourself won't bring you peace; it will end everything and hurt those who are left to miss you. I'm sure that no one cares about you, because I care. I may not know you, but I do care. I would hate to have you do something to hurt yourself.
Things can change, things can get better. Hold on to hope please. You still have a lot to live for, and you can find happiness. Try to work through this.
If you need someone to talk to, send me a PM anytime. I'd be more than happy to listen. Even if you just want to vent to someone, I'm here.
Hope everything works out for you and you find what you're looking for. I believe in you.
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