In all honesty I have an irrational fear of monsters in my room. It started last night. Im writing this now because it came back and its worse.

When I lay on my back I either feel panic because something is under my bed, or I feel as though Im being twisted, hurt, smothered etc from the inside out. This only happens when I first close my eyes, and when I open them after.

Even when awake at night anxiety starts that there is something in the room with me. it only begins right after the first time i close my eyes and it ends once i fall into deep sleep, and dream a jumbled hard to remember complicated mess.

does anyone relate to this at all? im thinking anxiety, stress, paranoia and panic.

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"Tell them to look up, tell them to remember the stars." Renee, TWLOHA.com

That hardly seems like something to stress about yet.
I've been scared to sleep my whole life. It gets so bad I won't even sleep for days.

If it persists for a week talk to a doctor. They'll give you pills so you can sleep.

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Give a man a fire, and he is warm for a day.
Set a man on fire, and he is warm for the rest of his life.