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Why cant i hate them.

Replies: 7 — Last Post July 5 6:27am by i love foamy

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Wealthy Hobo

Im not going into a long winded story about how im depressed and how sucky my life was since its no different to everyone else here but i mean the shit my mom, dad and brother did to me was messed up and i hate what they did but for some reason i cant hate them.

Like i really want to. I want to resent them and what they did but i find myself loving them still.

I dont forgive them... The memories still fill me with angry but like i said i still find that i love them. If they are in trouble or something is wrong i still care and i get worried about them.... I dont want to.

I just want to hate them. Why cant i?!?

It pisses me off!!

Seifer

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because you're not strong enough

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vegchick15

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well it's good that you don't hate them...you know wat they did was wrong but you should never hate some1 just don't trust them agian

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Jadien

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What did they do?

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Wealthy Hobo

Quote: from Seifer at 11:04 pm on July 5, 2008

because you're not strong enough

....?

I dont understand.

And to jadien I dont really wanna talk about it all...
It was just a whole heap of crap.

Like I.E for like 8 years my brother beat me up... Not sister brother fighting... Like he would leave me on the floor crying in pain.. That kinda thing.

It sucked more cause he learned kung fu...

Post edited at 6:13 am on July 5, 2008 by i love foamy

JustLetMeCry

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Sometimes love over powers hate, like I would like to hate my dad and I really don't want to love him but deep down I do.

It sucks but over time you heal and you don't need hate.

Hate is just a way to cope.

If you ever need to talk I'm here.

Seriously I'm just a pm away hon.

Post edited at 6:16 am on July 5, 2008 by JustLetMeCry

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I think because you know ultimately they are your family. You want to hate them but somewhere you are still just craving for their love. If you hated them, then you wouldn't care anymore if they loved you or not, you'd just cut them out. Its good that you can't hate them, because some part of you still wants a nice, normal family. At some point they might realise what they've done to you and they'll want to say sorry, to make things better. They can't change what happened and neither can you, but at some time in the future you may be able to make it a tiny bit better. Just don't start hating them.

you can pm me if you want to talk, I've been through some of the same issues, on a smaller scale but if you want, you can talk to me.

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Wealthy Hobo

Thanks Justletmecry and sunshineshower.

I do crave their love... Thats one of the things i never felt like i had as a child.

They have said sorry (Well not my brother) And thats the thing. Like you said love over powers hate but i dont want it to. I dont want to crave their love... It has and is causing me too much pain.

I cant forgive what they did... Its always inside me. I just want to be easier and to hurt less.. To never be able to forgive and to feel such anger towards them and at the same time be loving and caring. It would be so much easier and less painful if i did hate them and therefore didn't care.

Its really hurting me inside. These two conflicting emotions in constant battle against one another.

Post edited at 6:31 am on July 5, 2008 by i love foamy

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