I am sincere when i say that (and  i know you may not want to hear this but everything does happen for a reason.  I am a firm believer in that and ofcourse right now you don't see it but  their is a reason for such an event.  idk what it is but perhaps in the future your mother will have another kid or something but again i am very sorry for your loss.  My sincere condolences to your entire family.

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