Well our class went on a school trip, and since his dad was a teacher at our school, he went along too. On the plane ride there my boyfriend and i were talking as i was glancing through a magazine when i came up on a picture of a very skinny girl, he hip/pubic bones were very prominent. He looked at the picture and said to me "Wow! She's so hot! Dont you just love the way those bones stick out?" He asked my opinion on the girls looks considering i am Bi-sexual. I didn't really give him a reply, but i just thought she looked sickly.

Anyway to skip to the point, i valued his opinion VERY much. And a few days or so into the trip, he started just losing interest in me, and hooking up with other girls, so it ended. He didn't really want people know that he was the one that fucked up, so he completely trashed my rep. No one wanted to have anything to do with me anymore because of all the bullshit he was saying, and still is.

But i got a text the other day from his new girlfriend (my ex best friend) talking about how fat i was. But im happy with my body, or at least i thought i was. I had curves, and i liked it. I wasn't fat, but i wasn't scary thin. But ever since then food repulses me, I'm compulsively working out and weighing myself, and i cant stop thinking about how he said he loved to see girls' bones.

Im just afraid im going to develop and eating disorder, and i want to get help now before it goes any farther. Because if i dont get help, i will keep going.

And don't worry about what other people say. As long as your comfortable with your body.

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"To be the man, you gotta beat the man,"- Ric Flair

if you want to start a little smaller, talk to the boy about how your feeling, the girl might not be telling the truth, but dont let it get any further, good luck!

Post edited at 1:02 am on July 9, 2008 by kooljack1

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They're your lungs, use them or loose them.
Don't smoke...

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Don't let 1 guy's opinion on wanting something weird ruin your appearance. If you think you're healthy, don't try and change yourself to fit someone else's standards. Whether you're 50 or 500 pounds, someone will still think you're beautiful. Just get to a weight where you are comfortable with, and it sounded like you were at that weight before.

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QFT

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Stephanie owns this signature.

There are too many other things to worry about than getting fat, ESPECIALLY if you were head of the cheer squad.

Scrawny, sickly looking girls are disgusting.

Be happy with your body.

you don't necessarily have to be thin.. but i sometimes like feeling them. i don't necessarily like seeing them.

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your mom has snow tires.