There's this girl whose done just about everything bad that can be done to me, and she STILL says she wants me back and things, only now, she's also seeing another guy. She thinks it's alright if she does stuff with me while dating this other guy. Not cool at all. I'm really pissed. The girl cheated on me three times and has never done anything with me, and now is offering too, while it is known that she's also intending to have sex with this other guy. I put my ass on the line too many times for this kind of closure, I really want to be done with her, but she won't leave me alone. I think I really deserve some kind of sexual bout since I've never had one and I've gone really out of my way countless times for her, but I'd feel sorry for the other guy she wants, not to mention I'd feel disgusted since she was active with another guy. She has experience and such, but I think I'll just wait for my first time to be with a girl who truly appreciates me for who I am, and is also a virgin like myself, so that it can truly be special.
I'm really not sure what to do. This other guy lives real far away, but I don't want to risk an ass-beating just for sex -- at least, not with a girl who's treated me so crappily and then expected me to put it all off. But still... This girl has turned me on many times, and we were interrupted whenever we were going to attempt sex by means of cruel coincidence, and it's not like I'm going to get some any sooner. I'm sorry if I sound like a horny jerk, but my life truly does suck enough that I think I can want it that much. I avoid trouble as much as I can at the expense of fun, and have no friends. I think I'd be a lot happier if I was somehow able to have something that felt that good, just once, and this is a clear opportunity.
But at the same time, I loathe this girl for the trouble she has caused me. She might be lying, might not want to do things with me at all, or even so she might make things unfair by having me please her more like I would all the past times that we had a chance to do anything sexual at all, and I don't want to risk getting her pregnant or contracting a possible STD. I'm real tired of being alone, having spent life being the nice guy and then getting the cold shoulder from every girl around. I want to be as respectful and as patient as I can with them, but my thread is really wearing thin, very quickly. What the hell am I supposed to do?
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fuck her. 
