wtf? both of them were drunk off their ass.  I didn't want to stay because my room mate is gonna end up getting something that ajax can't scrape off...and I love him anyways...

on top of that, he now can't get into the apartment since I just realized his keys are on the same keychain as the vehicle key.  so now I'm gonna have to go down in about 30 minutes to wait for his dumb ass.  and he'll probably yell at me or scoff at my attitude, but shouldn't I be pissed? he's out of town, with a complete stranger, and no way back unless that same fucking stranger gives him a fucking ride....how wrong is that?

It's so stupid...he has someone here who worries sick about him(I've already thrown up, so I'm all good).  He has someone who waits for him to come home and cook meals.  he has someone who complains about being the only one doing chores...but does them anyways.  He has someone at home who loves him regardless...and it doesn't matter.  because no matter how much I love him, he'll never care.  all he cares about is who is hot and whoever can give it to him good.

I can be that person, too, ya know?  I can be someone who can literally hang off him like a fucking leech.  I haven't, because I respect his space, and I want him to respect mine.  but no...he's too stupid.  I don't see anyone else willing to risk everything to be with him.  all I see is a bunch of horny ass men waiting to bang him senseless.  they don't know him like I do...they don't love him like I do.  but who cares anyways, this is just livewire....no...this is life, and it's his to throw away...  I should stop caring, it only hurts me in the end.  god forbid I care about someone who doesn't eventually treat me like the dirt they walk on...I quit.

-------
[img]http://www.dragonflycave.com/wpay/mew.gif[/img]

---

i didnt read the whole thng
but in reply to the title...  
he probally thinks the same of you

---

ya know, your most likely right.  I mean, who goes out of their way to make sure the bills are paid, makes sure that guests aren't starving or thirsty, offers to help with personal bills...and is only a room mate?  I know who! let me answer! IT'S GOOD OLE DUMB ASS ME!

-------
[img]http://www.dragonflycave.com/wpay/mew.gif[/img]

---

why dont you tell him how you feel?

---

It's not my place.  he needs to find out on his own, before he makes a decision he regrets, hopefully...and he'll prolly blame someone else for his mistake, too.  

-------
[img]http://www.dragonflycave.com/wpay/mew.gif[/img]

---

too long, i didn't even bother

---

What a pointless post. And, if you think that's long, you probably aren't in college, for there are far longer, and more tedious things, to read.

It's not your place to tell him what he's doing wrong, OP. Sometimes, people just have to learn from their own mistakes.

-------
*Forever & Always...Yours*