It would suck to be me -- LiveWire Teen Forums

I'll try to keep it short. So when I left high school, I got into this program that I'm in loooove with & only this one school offered it so I wound up there. I was excited when I got in but I had to leave home which excited me even more. See, I don't remember much of high school cus I was sooo depressed & my family was the huuuge problem(underlying issues dating way back)....I was happy to be in university until we did our first chemistry test online. I worked hard & did everything EVERYTHING by the book as I had learned it through high school(got 85%) but miserebly failed it. This pattern continued throughout first yr. I studied w/t ppl to help myself we did the exact same labs handing them in @ the same time but they'd wind up w/t much higher marks than I did & after complaining the profs confused me even more about the problems till i gave up.

I got soo sad cus i felt like i was literally marked on the curve & profs continuallyl denied it.(won't get into details.....well, i wound up getting kicked out for bad grades & for re-admission, i had to take 2 courses online, get a B average to get back in....
I've always had financial problems & couldn't get a second loan therefore I wasted money retaking courses but couldn't keep up cus i worked full time to support my mom & I....see my siblings bailed on us & there's this tremendous pressure on me to finish school, pay off my mom's mortgage(which is now under my brother's name cus we couldn't afford to keep it on her credit) before I even start thinking of how i'll finance my car, pay back my loans, downmpay my home...see my name's not even on her will( I'm not supposed to know this) & it pisses me off more cus I cant eat, sleep, have a life bla bla & I feel like my life's in turmoil & will never refigure..too much to explain here but pretty much my situation in the shortest a summary i could put it in

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