Ok after having the worst weekend since for ever.
I get up thinking todays a new day..
The demon i call my sister starts shouting at me saying I need to clean up. All is good apart from the fact I am just waking up need a cig and have a really bad migraine..
So i hoover the floor and she says that isn't good enough mum hates cat hair.
so i go up stairs and fall asleep for half an hour..
she starts going psyco..
come down stair ring my mum and ask her if shes going to kill me when she gets home.. she says not and my sister rings her saying
basically I was going crazy on her and i didn't clean up all weekend when i was cleaning while i was socialising.
SHE THEN brings up me not cleaning while my mum had been in hospital WHICH i did everyday..
I fucking hate her and i said to my mum i wanto move out but my mum said don't say things like that... I don't know what to do anymore..
cant live with her.. cant live with her..
I have dermatitis and scratched more than it was itching..here goes self harm again.
Faking bastard bitch.
Post edited at 4:45 am on Sep. 8, 2008 by fizzle123
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