I have this little problem, one minute I can be totally happy then the littlest things can set me off. For example, I lost my brush earlier and at first I was calm and I tried to keep myself from getting upset. But like 3 minutes later I'm completely livid and ready to fucking pull all of my hear out and scream, I get so mad to the point where I start to cry. First I'm calm, then I get extremely angry, then I break down and cry. Then like 3 minutes later I'm ok again.
The tiniest things can set me the fuck off.
I've punched walls, bit myself, hit myself, pulled hair out, and did anything pretty much to cause pain to myself when I'm that angry. Just to calm myself down, and it's like I can't control it no matter how hard I try.
Post edited at 12:41 am on Sep. 7, 2008 by JustLetMeCry
-------
My those quiet eyes become you
786 users online 
192054 members 
You have 1 new message.
