Don't say Don't do it b/c I know I shouldn't do it.. I just have this urge to give in

EDIT:"Go up the river,BUT don't be lazy and take the bridge"

Post edited at 8:50 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 by aGIRLunknown

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Talk to someone.

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I'm Yo Daddy

Perhaps he just can't find his charger, and is busy with a job or something.  If you really think he's cheating, talk to him about it/have a break to clear your mind.

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Sorry I'm late.. I had to park in Africa.

Sometimes we grieve in advance for something awful that happens later in their life. I know I did. My mom died recently, But I had been REALLY depressed earlier in life. Almost suicidal. But now, I get sad a lot, But not as much as I feel like I would if I hadn't had that pre-grieving period. Maybe this is irrelevant, But I don't want you to cut yourself. It's not healthy, and even though you're a complete stranger that might not get serious replies,I take all of these seriously. Cutting is a BIG deal, Babe.  I wish you wouldn't do that to yourself. You are worth so much more than that.  

Good Luck, And if you need to PM me.

*also, I Have that same problem with thinking my boyfriend is cheating all the time. It makes me want to die too.

Post edited at 8:32 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 by melodramatic

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"Un croquis vaut mieux qu'un long discours."

meet a new boyy, and talk to your best friends and even parents if you really think your gunna cut yourself. the pain will be there when your done bleeding. it doesnt numb the pain.

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today will be what you make of it, live it up.

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What will cutting do? In the end, you're just physically hurting yourself, and you'll later feel that same emotional pain again.

Perhaps he just can't find his charger, and is busy with a job or something. If you really think he's cheating, talk to him about it/have a break to clear your mind.

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He don't work he is 17 and has school thats his job... I would know if he had a job.... No I will never break up with him or just go on a break I can't stand how ppl can do that that just makes it worse

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He don't work he is 17 and has school thats his job... I would know if he had a job.... No I will never break up with him or just go on a break I can't stand how ppl can do that that just makes it worse

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He could be busy studying.  

Going on a break sometimes makes people realize things.  It makes them realize how important someone is, or if they even truly love someone.  

You simply can't pretend it's going to last forever, you have to consider that you two MAY break up, no matter how great you think the relationship is.  Don't shape your life around his existence.  

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Sorry I'm late.. I had to park in Africa.

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Alright maybe this will help. I've been in situations like that. Fact is my life has been shit. Dad was murdered at 4. Ma was a drug addict....gotten taken away 2 yrs foster care when I was raped, beat, molested, verbally abused, emotionally abused. Then later had a controlling gf from 5th to 8th who said I was touching her inappropriately which was proven wrong because nothing of what she said matched up since I wasn't even in school and never was with her after school. Then Got kicked out and put in group home for two years. I tried killing myself 5 times. I cut myself alot...Did every drug you can think of and now I'm completely fine. So basically Life is rough but you can do it.

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that dosn't make it any better that just makes me remember the things I told my bf and what he did to comfort me and now it to the point where I might go and stop stalling and finally do it the right way

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