Dear Moderators, The past couple of days has been a nightmare for me. I lost my 4 year old brother in a car collision, whom I was held responsible to supervise but carelessly left unwatched. A dark green Toyota Corolla swerved to prevent the worst but none could've been done. It was my fault. This event exposed me to emotions I previously thought was void: guilt, shame, and dismay. I was able to get a glimpse of the nightmare I was within.
I need Change. I want change. I realized the importance of emotion and how crucial it was for me to inspire only the good on others, as I always expect positive reciprocation. I have done many horrible things in my life but none as horrible as the trauma I have caused on livewire. I have harassed a countless number, and then when I'm harassed, its just isn't funny. How could I inflict this onto others so thoughtlessly? Why hasn't this occurred to me before, I wondered. And still wondering.
No more.
No more.
I felt this may be the perfect time to profess that I am not sure I am ready to set foot on thin ice any longer. You know who I am. I want to back away and leave Golivewire.gov for a period of a month to regain my humanity and reshape my makeup. I am sorry to the specific moderators I have caused trauma to and would like to convey my deepest regrets. I did however learn to test my waters with nature and psychology for future use.
See you in a month.
Sincerely,
Moral Reformed Troll.
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I am a reformed troll.
I am not anti-morality or opposite of. I am a good person.
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