This probably sounds really weird, but I actually WANT an excuse to hurt someone. Like, literally I've hoped someone will break into my house so I can savagely beat and throw them into walls/mirrors. I've hoped someone at school would punch me, just once, but no one will for some reason, just so I can put them into a headlock and feel them slowly pass out. I would never do it unprovoked for the sake of ethics, but god help anyone who gives me a reason, because I actually would enjoy it.
Am I alone on this?