when i was 4 i was statutory raped by my older cousin.
and ive never had a attraction towards a male till about the 8th grade and now im in the 10th grade.

I think it might also be hormones, and just wanting to experiment. but i also like the scent of guys and there body shape.

i might just be insecure because i dont have a slim athletic figure, or a big dick, and it might be because i was mentally scared when i was younger

so i hooked up with this guy and he gave me a blowjob and i just went soft.

so what might it be.
please help me

Don't really get the rape connection but you might be asexual.

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Me zero
Big bad world one

Post edited at 4:45 pm on Oct. 7, 2008 by Minnick

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Dear It's Bearsy Bitch, I'm just writing to say hello

Love always, Adolf Hitler.

and yeah my fuckin cousin messed me up
dont feel bad justscott