I had a horrible dream last night about me finding out I am pregnant and having a baby boy. I woke up crying and I couldn't fall back asleep. I have been fearing for the past two weeks that I may be pregnant since I had been spotting w/ cramps for a few days, my breasts feel full, heavy and extremly tender which is weird cause I still have a while till my period. Everyone has been jinxing the shit out of me not to mention. His family is worried I will be getting pregnant, and so has my mom since I was telling her about an ex friend who fucked me over being pregnant and me laughing at her... About 5 of my friends have recently got pregnant
. I haven't used a condom the whole time I have been dating my boyfriend (I know! I know, I am an idiot!
) so about 6 months.
Idk I just feel pregnant and I have to wait till 2 weeks until I can buy a pregnancy test, which i can't afford right now... I don't know what to do. I haven't even brought it up to my boyfriend yet, we live together and we are moving into a new apartment sometime early next week... I hate feeling like this and I can just be freaking out over nothing but...idk I am nervous.