i promised my boyfriend i would be okay.
but i don't see the future right now.
and i love him, but almost not enough to stay.
oh god that sounds terrible. WHAT I NEED IS A DISTRACTION.
i don't want to take the pills.
i don't want to take the pills.
just pleeeeease distract me.
i'm home alone for half an hour more.
PLEASE.
what can i do to distract myself?