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Well then what's the point?

Yeah I used to think love was a pretty noble cause, even when you suffered for it. But ultimately it's not, no one is worth the kind of pain they can cause to you.

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Why does it have to have a 'point'?

If someone causes me too much pain, then it's a good idea to move away from them so that I don't get fucked up. But to me that doesn't mean that they are "not worth" my pain - it just means that for my own benefit, I should move away.

I don't decide that it's a noble cause, I just mean that when I love someone (not just infatuated with them but actually love them) I automatically don't feel bad about the bad things (like I might with drugs or anything bad that happened to me in the day). Worth it or not seems kinda irrelevant because things aren't measured in pluses/minuses. I'm not sure if we're on the same page, and I'm having trouble explaining.

On a different note, maybe this outlook sucks because it means I suck at moving away from people who "do me wrong", in regular terms.

I have learned quite a bit from drugs, believe it or not. They have helped shape parts of personality, some which  i would have developed later in life, and some that i could never begin to analyze without drugs.

Love has also helped shape certain aspects of me as a person. Being in love and holding the person you care so much about can truly be amazing. Hurt from love though is one of the worst feelings in the world, when you are truly in love things don't work.

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I just want a chill happy life.
ridin mx and smokin buds hell yea