Okay, this is a long story. I joined the kayaking club in my university and i had this little crush on this guy (lets call him mark) that was in it. I didn't find him attractive at all. anyway we would all hang out together because i became good friends with the girls he lives with. Anyway one night i was introduced to his brother (Paul) who is really good looking and is really funny. Like two weeks later we all went out together and i ended up kissing the older brother. Then we went away on a trip with the kayaking club and i kissed another guy in the club and then the next day Paul asked me out and on the day we were coming home he came down and picked me up and dropped me home. We ended up having sex and the night after we were meant to go to the cinema but it was really bad weather so we just watched a dvd in my room and we then again ended up having sex.. the night after we met up again and again had sex.(we used protection each time). Wednesday morning was the last time i saw him cuz we walked to the college together.. I've text him twice and i really like him but i don't know if he likes me.. oh and now mark is cold towards me.. I know it weird that I'm kinda sleeping with his brother but its annoying because i got on really well with him and i told him some personal stuff that i went through last year.. I tried to kill myself last year but since i've arrived in college i haven't felt depressed at all.. Mark made me promise him i wouldn't try to hurt myself again and i don't think i will.. I'm happy but so confused about Paul.. I don't know what i should do. I do like him because he is so down to earth and i can actually hold a proper conversation with him which is strange because if i like someone normally I can barely even talk to them..I'm so confused..
4:30 pm on Oct. 11, 2008
IceTeaEdwin
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Sounds like you fucked up.
As a machine, the best outcome you can come up with is getting together with Paul and being good friends with Mark.
In reality, sounds like you let Mark down BIG TIME and now he doesn't like you around. Paul is ok with you cuz you give what he wants. Try to get a relationship going with Paul and maybe you can grow on to Mark so he won't mind you that much anymore.
------- I shall pray to the almighty Dave Mustaine tonight for your safety.
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Yeah i want to be with Paul.. But Mark showed now interest in me and he has a girlfriend and thats one reason i didn't even try anything on with him.. But like on tuesday myself and Mark had a conversation bout how his relationship is going with his girlfriend and we also talked about me and Paul and he started to give me advice about him.. So i'm really confused.. Basically Mark is really hot and cold towards me..
4:45 pm on Oct. 11, 2008
nik1
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Mark got what he wanted from you and told his brother. When you are easy you earn no long term respect. You have a lot of baggage to lay on someone that you have recently met. If you think they care about your depression you are wrong. It's what body parts you will allow them access to that they care about and it appears that you allowed Mark plenty of access.
Easy girls are a dime a dozen.
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oh and now mark is cold towards me.. I know it weird that I'm kinda sleeping with his brother but its annoying because i got on really well with him and i told him some personal stuff that i went through last year.. I tried to kill myself last year but since i've arrived in college i haven't felt depressed at all.. Mark made me promise him i wouldn't try to hurt myself again and i don't think i will.. I'm happy but so confused about Paul.. I don't know what i should do. I do like him because he is so down to earth and i can actually hold a proper conversation with him which is strange because if i like someone normally I can barely even talk to them..I'm so confused.. 
