And, it has been.
Really, I've had fun.

And not that I don't enjoy
breaking the rules
Making memories
and Creating Secrets,

It is all just turning into routine for me.

I need something,
someone,
to change it all.

One thing to make this all worth it.

"You have suffered enough, and warred with yourself,
it's time that you won."
-Glen Hansard.

I couldn't have said it better myself.

I've been trying really hard, I have.
And I think I'm finally pointed in the right direction,

So where's it gonna take me?

Prove to me this is all worth it.

Give me hope in all this sameness.

Am I afraid to get close to someone?
Yes.
Trust issues?
Yes.
Emotional Baggage?
Major.

So, what the hell, World.

Why do I run from my addictions
and ghosts if
I have no one to disappoint?

Running from Lions never seemed like such a mistake.

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But I won't regret, cause you can grow flowers form where dirt used to be.