So there is this guy that I've been in love with for the past 5 years already and he is soo freaking hott. Well he and i used to sleep together for about 2 out of the five years I've known him, it was always an on and off thing, but I loved him he loved me, but we never dated. Well he had been in and out of shit relationships for a long time already and this last one royally fucked him up. Mind you I used to live about 5 minutes away from him and I ended up moving 3 hours away for school.
Well I was at a party one night at my friends house and I was drunk texting and talking to him and I showed this girl who I THOUGHT was my friend his picture and she thought he was hott. So he calls me, and we get to talking, and i put him on speaker phone so this girl could talk to him because thinking shes my friend my friends should know the man I love..
Well they add eachother to thier myspace, and I think nothing of it because I was A-Drunk and B- thinking she was my friend.
So two days latter I go over my friends house who lives with this girl and thier frined and this girl is in a bad mood. Well She doesnt talk to ANYONE till my friend starts talking about the guy I'm in love with. Then all of a sudden this girl has 50 questions. I get suspicious because A- Now I'm sober and B-I know my guy and he likes to flirt.
Well I get home, flip out on my guy and he is just like nah, nah were just talking like friends.
So needless to say, shes trying to get in his pants now, and NOT HIDING IT... and it's just driving me insane and I want to drive to her house right now drag her down the fucking stairs by her hair, tie her to the back of my car and drive the 3 fucking hours to my guy and say "Here's your fucking girl..."
YET HE WONT FUCKING DATE ME...but he'll pick up some random chick after he's always told me he would NEVER date anyone who is her race....wtf ever I need to just move to England or something...
i don't care if you understand this, I don't care how it came out I am fucking pissed off...
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The widow of Sexyboy13. I will miss him.
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