so much for being a good friend and not using me for him!
i feel so much like a bloody door mat right now, i don't care that she likes my brother sheesh half my god-damn friends do but does she have to talk about him 24/7 like i don't hear enough about him at home form the parents, then so much for
'' if anything ever happened i wouldn't start forgetting about you, I'd never use you as an excuse to see him''

Bollocks is what i say to that, some god-damn friend she is i don't care if my brother likes her or vise versa but now it's gotten to the point of no return with her she is such a manipulative possessive obsessed girl she doesn't even know him that well when she's down she always so distracted then as soon as he comes down shes suddenly Happy and will even go out of the room and talk to him all night, she doesn't leave my house until late even when i practically kick her out of the house she either ignores me or finds someway to stay longer, it's so frustrating it like I'm the only one who can see her  overly over the top nice person act, i wish she never met my brother because now she turned into another one of THEM slowly forgetting about me to focus on him only wanting me and he's no around and only bothering with me when its to do with him,

its makes me so frustrated yet depressed knowing that I'm for ever going to be stuck with fake girls like her all because my brother is 'sexy' Urgh why cant i have real friends

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Filled with emptiness, looks of joy, left behind like a forgotten toy