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I was just tired last night...  |
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 Replies: 9 — Last Post Sep. 12 4:10pm by Majo
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( Majo )
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I was supposed to go out last night with my roommate but decided not to because I was tired, not in the mood, and kind of nervous about a few things. As a result, she didn't get to go either. That's what I hate about being able to drive. I'm the girl people turn to when they need a ride and I hate disappointing people. When I do, they get mad and/or then choose to avoid me thinking that it's pointless to ask me to do anything with them or for them or whatever. If I didn't have a car, no one would ask, no one would get mad, and no one would feel disappointed and I wouldn't feel pressured. But here I am...feeling guilty because I let my roommate and her friend Jack down... And now I'm anxious that she'll start to exclude me and/or is upset with me. I couldn't help it, though, I was just so tired, there's no way I would have made it past midnight. Shit, I think people were still up at 3:00 and I was bushed! I even feel weird that she left to go to some meeting and may or may not be back tonight. I don't even know where she's going or if I could have gone and it just sort of makes me feel bad, like it's starting, like she's going to start leaving me behind.  I feel so awkward...
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"Under the hardness of her facade a woman's heart is still beating."
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3:56 pm on Sep. 12, 2008 | Joined May 2005 | 274 Days Active
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missmadejavu
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Hello, she is just using you for a ride.
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And God Ain't My Mentor,
So Don't Go There With Me.
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blairbear
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sounds like she's manipulating and using you.
why would you be upset if she shafted you from her plans?
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